start of year two thousand eleven

Was going to find appropriate picture of hot guys for my first post, so I can pretend that it's properly themed. but....HOT GUYS=HOT GUYS. HOT guys are just relevant to my interest, there is no real need for me to think so much about it. hehe

Anyway, I was really sporadic in posting the past year, which likely is going the same for THIS year. two thousand eleven. So, might as well just have some eye candy up.

Not going to do a year-end review. Was pretty much complaining about work all the way. I really was an unhappy angry child. Hopefully, I will be able to stop being a angsty emo child soonish in this year...maybe around april-ish? Hehehe

One thing to look forward to - SUPER JUNIOR IN SINGAPORE. MY EYE-CANDIES~~~ They will be here in January. My year is just starting out just fine.

Second thing - Graduation! The shitty piece of paper that also causing me a bit grief. It will soon be over and done with.

Well, let's just hope everything goes fine. My evergreen resolution = lose some weight. T___T

i hate YOU...

I am so mean. Now known as the bully in my workplace now. LOL I was going to pm one of my closest buddies at work telling her how much I hate one of my colleagues, who just plains irritates me. Being that blind fool that I am, I typed and entered the message without checking the recipient. Ended up pm-ing the individual whom I am complaining about. *headdesk*

I HATE ****!

Of course being the sensitive and innocent person that he is, he was deeply shocked and hurt by the direct hit of my hatred in his face. starting emo-ing, feelings all over his face. HIS friends saw and led him out. I was informed by my fellow colleagues he did not take it too well, was even in tears. He was in no mood to work after that, and then he took half-day leave and left for home. Of course, so our manager need to coach us. Mainly me, the creator of office disharmony and discord.

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Manager : Do you mean that you wrote? Do you hate him "to the core"?
Me : ...
Me : Well, I don't hate him that I will stab him, but yes, I hate him and I will not talk to him if there is no need.

Of course, me being the senior at work, and him the newbie and all of us being in the same team as fellow colleagues, there are instances when we will need to work/consult with each other. Of course, duh. I can be PROFESSIONAL on that. work is fine, no big deal. just do not expect me to joke and chat with him. Somehow, from the way the my coaching session went, the team leads seems to be under the impression that I will turn a deaf ear even if he ask me a direct question on work. DOTS

Not feeling much regret over that matter, since it is my true sentiment. As I said, I won't stab him but... It also kind of amuses me how the rest of team feels about it. so secondary school, let's arrange a parents' meeting... Hahahaha...


On the side now, my CPU is fixed as mentioned before. Just that the churning sound still persist. No idea what's wrong with it...just take it as it comes...In love with the new Bejeweled Blitz. Hahahaha, I love the last hurrah function. Ended up having my highest score due to that. LOL Also playing Farmville now. Got the login credentials from both my sisters to play their account, I think my elder sister account will be the easliest to level up. Many of her friends are damn enthusatic about the same, should be rather easy to get gift in her account. LOL One farmville manic here, and another Resturant City in the other room. LOL



How I am making use of my Desktop and netbook now. Now that I have gotten used to the peace and quiet from my netbook, I don't think I want my CPU to turn through the net. So the download stuff will still stay in my netbook. Gogobox, I love you~~ Hahahaha

I have hot pink toe-nails

Hahahaha, finally one of those off-day that I actually stepped out of my house, instead of rotting at home like I usually do. 我是宅女...Went for my appointment at Bella, got my screen-protector and cover for my new phone, got my new bag, watched Fame and did pedicure. Hahahaha, so frivolous...LOL

Counting down

I am going to be off~~ 2 hours plus more...La Cha Ta~~

Chalet chalet...hahahaha. Then midnight followed by YX's convo...

sick sick...

was supposed to work morning, then meet up with eve/janice/june for dinner. in the end, took mc.
hai~ soon, they will be asking me to submit a doctor's letter explaining my poor state of health, which is lame. If I took 5 MC over many months, how is the doctor going to explain it? Not everyone has strong immunity system. T__T

Hope my flu clear up soon. Hate this burning sensensation in my nose...I would very much prefer the dripping nose. Both will be irritating, but at least, with the dripping nose, you can wipe it and be comfortable for at least a few seconds till it drips again. Lesser of the two evils, I guess.

Numbers of PC in our house has increased! My younger sis got a new DELL laptop. So that made it 4 laptop and 1 currently spoilt desktop at home. Going to fix it soon...

super show in korea 17-19 july

hai....fan accounts of super show concert makes me so jealous...i want to attend their concert too! Maybe I really should save to go down to malaysia, since malaysia is one of their intended stop of the asia tour...i only have 7 days of leave left...

sick for more than a week now...at least getting better now. just that bit of cough lingering...i'm really lol-ing at the fact that janice got my illness, and her dad quarantined her in her room because he thought that it's h1n1. Was actually wondering at the start if I really got it as well, since i was showing all the symptoms. fever/cough/runny nose/body ache. well both doctor i saw did not say anything about it, so...on midnight now, at least not that much calls...need not hold in the urge of coughing...

spent a good hour reading up the schedule planning excel file the officers had. i did the most midnight shifts this year thus far. LOL 37 in total...and yus did the most afternoon shift...49 times...39 for myself...in the fifth place...well, the number of people are decreasing...everyone is leaving, it's always the usual suspects.

should sleep soon, need to meet up with the fishes later at vivocity...is it 7.30PM or earlier...shit, what is the planned time....sleep first...in another half hour...

i am never going to get my license...

missed my scheduled driving lesson again. the last time was that I just don't feel like preparing for one hour for an hour lesson. This time, I honestly overslept. The instructor rang and asked for my whereabouts. T__T My whereabouts = in bed... hai...point taken, my lessons should be scheduled after 12 noon...

On the other note, reformatted my mp3 player. My netbook had problem reading certain folders, after me restarting my netbook, player, and uninstalling & reinstalling the zen explorer. LOL well, at least it's much cleaner/neater, damn tedious formatting my playlist format through...don't even know why i kept a English and Chinese folder in there anymore. hardly ever listen to those songs...lol

back to work tomorrow. running and running.

Mid Year Review

Hahahaha, reviewing of my vague plans for 2009

My repayment of my CPF Education Loan is really coming along nicely. Balance of 1218.92, if I do not increase my CPF repayment payment, it will be fully paid up by end of this year, since I have finished my IPP on my OCBC card, maybe I should increase the amount....Finish it it within the next 3 months? LOL

Driving....Hai, since yet to call my instructor.... (edit: hahaha, called . 01 JULY 10AM)

Degree....They said I can just go study now...The ops team will really try to plan around your schedule....

Money money....Should I? If I really go study now, means I will really still be here for at least the next 2 years minimum....

guess it's time

guess it's time for me to throw in the towel. really have no patience left. if a customer calls in at this hour, it would means that he is sincerely trying to understand the situation. wtf...it means you are bored out of your mind, and hoping for some free entertainment over a toll-free hot line.

one escalation, other on the way...this is the worst midnight shift I ever had, feeling angry all the time. the customer could be pleasant, asking a simple enquiry, and i will still not be happy. the mood is just ... and hdpm wants to send a PFR list at this hour? 2.30AM Like hello, wtf am I supposed to do with it, enter into crms? I thought that was assigned by officers, if I enter when I am not supposed to, does it mean that I am eyeing the referrals.

angry angry angry. it's really the end of the road.

counting down to 0800

Hahaha, midnight shift is my time to fangirl. always, a girl smiling crazily away can be spotted. there is just something to be said about those boys. hai~~

they are having an Asia tour again soon. Likely Bangkok is likely to be one of their stops, seeing the way Thailand is crazed over the Korean pop star? Should I spend just to fly there and watch a concert? Do I even have that kind of money? Furthermore, the concerts dates are never really made known. Even if I set my heart on it, I will not have enough time to save/take leave. HAI~ My life is so hard...

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Money makes the world go round. Money money money. money can fulfill this fangirl's dream to drool 10 feet away from her boys. *HER* boys, entitlement issue here.

oh well.

my holiday coming to an end soon....

and I lament for the thousandth time, boys why are you all so gorgeous... *sighs*

I really need to post something up for this period of break.

1) Bangkok post, maybe I should be lazy and just link to Angela's post. LOL I love Angela's camera. I managed to look like I have good complexion! Rosy pink when my complexion has been sucky since ...last year? LOL Or I should just post all pictures of my face itself. LOL

2) Hotmail Inbox. 3 days 4 nights. Angela made used of the free internet at the hotel lobby while we were waiting to checkout on the last. I remember she said she has like...17 new messages in her inbox. Me....47 new messages. LOL All my notifications. Listing, LJ, Facebox, Yahoo Group...etc

3) Star Trek. Watched movie by myself ...have not done that in a long while. Forgotten how much I used to enjoy watching movies by myself. OKOK, maybe I should go catch something else during these last 3 days of my break.

4) Burning out all my Korean variety shows now. X-Man done. In the midst for Love Letter. The noise coming from my CPU is getting more and more dubious-sounding. And I keep having problem starting it up. LOL, that's partially why my desktop is almost never off. It will take a miracle to start it up again.

5) Driving. First lesson on 30th Saturday. LOL Scary~~

LOL....well, a short update. Lazy lazy, maybe I will just post pictures up of my conquests and my complexion. Hehehehe... It's of no effort to upload pictures of drool-worthy boys, but for all others? ....LOL

my 2 weeks off...

the best thing about holiday is not so much be resting yourself, but to see other busy working. Back on 26 May 2009.

Hehehe, that's the message currently on my place-card on my desk. Not that it can just sit on that empty space for long. People are always hot-sitting, our trainers stepping in to help kill the calls for half a day. It will be pushed to one side soon.

Going to Thailand from 14-17 for a short break with Angela. The Land of Smiles. HK is just too expensive and not viable for two. The burden of the hotel room, let's not talk about it...Luckily, we can just top up on our existing air tickets to switch to BKK, otherwise that will just be money down the drain.

Well, looking forward to some cheap cheap shopping in BKK. My sister was telling me she shopped like crazy over there on her last trip. And they have clothes in my size, of the style I prefer. Definitely looking towards it.

Hoping to get some acrylic nails on, it should be relatively cheap. So if I really cannot stand long nails, I can just take it off without feeling the burn on pockets. Acrylic nails in Singapore is costing around SGD70++, i believe.

Massage too. Enjoy enjoy, relax relax. Watch some movies. LOL

Then when I return, going get the instructor's name from JY to start on my driving. I must get my license by this year's end. My mid-year resolution? LOL

one of those days

身心疲惫

the words that describe my day. really, this is one of those days when i seriously wonder should i just call it a day. i try not to think of these things, it's not in my character to think too deep, too far, how much longer i want to stay on, how much longer i want to endure on. i am so happy being the shallow fangirl.

the lists, the briefing, those few calls that are just f-up. one a day, you just term it a bad day. all in one day... 身心疲惫

i should just go stare more at my boys. that should help...

Cash rich for 5 min, all gone now...

Fancam of Sorry Sorry Rehearsal @ Music Bank [Eunhyuk ver.]

I am just in love with this boy's dancing. Even when he is standing in a crowd of ten over boys, my eyes are drawn to him. *lovestruck* Certainly he is not the looker of the group, in fact his nickname is Monkey, but his stage mannerism...

I really need to earn more money so that I can go fan-stalk them personally in Korea.

Bonus! And all the letter start pouring into the intray. More work for the remaining. Should I add to the flood too? The account balance pleases me a great deal just now. For a whole of five minutes? Then, my bill payments, confirmed confirmed, all gone. When would I ever have savings of 5 digit figure?

Savings only. Hai...I still need to strive on. There is nothing more demoralizing than a small but adequate income.

waste of a prefectly good day

developed gastric flu at 2PM. %^*T#! I knock off at 5.30PM, have been working for more than half a day. I only started developing gastric flu at 2PM.

OK I have decided, Gastric flu is the worst thing to be sick with. I kept vomiting for that hour straight. Wasted all of my lunch, then dry-heaving with all those hateful sour acid coming up.

Saw a doctor, gave me a jab and told me to go home since the jab will make me very sleepy. Again, %^*T#! It's 3 by then, I knock off at 5.30PM, wasted half a day MC like that. And the jab sucks, it still take about half an hour to take effect.

Really need to force myself to sleep if not I will vomit in the cab itself. As it is, vomit again before i reach my house. %^*T#!

Never ever again do I want to get gastric flu, even if I am so sick of work that I just want to lie down to die.

returning to work tomorrow...

My short short break will be over soon, back to the floor at 2.00PM.

The sole soldier on the field. wonder who's my general? The commander for the army of one. LOL, well, at least I have a good break, managed to watch some of the accumulated stuff on my drives.

time is ticking...

The time right now is 11.36PM as I starts, it's another 24 minutes to the new year. 2009. Don't think I really want to do a recap on my days before. Can't really drag up the mood to think back. Mood....lol, I am really just a bit lazy.

Personal life...same, as the 21 years back. When will my doe-eyed prince charming show up? Hahaha.

Work...low morale all round. LOL Well, thankfully I do have people for me to complain to, nag at...My vulgarities are getting from bad to worst. People used to get shocked just at me saying TMD, and I am now practically calling every next two caller a fu*cking b*tch. LOL

Hahahaha, the future is bleak...as it has been for the past months. Shitty schedule now, for the afternoon shifter and midnight shifter. The afternoon-shifter knock-up at 11.30PM, midnight-shifter starts at 11.30PM. Pray tell, if the midnight-shifter is late, do the afternoon-shifter still sign off on the dot?

Hai...My Perth post. LOL...Guess I am really giving up on it. Oops. Heheh. Not even thinking of Batam post. Though it was very enjoyable. Hopefully, we can get a chance to do that once again.

Hopes for the new year? Hai....many things that I want to get done, just don't know when I should act on them. Still....next chance I get, go sign up for my Theory test. Get my license. LOL...

Then study...when....money....where....what course...Hai....

Well....nothing much to expect. No resolution...Plans never work well for me, better for me to take it as it comes. Vowed never to get a job answering the phone, and look at me now. Bad planner. LOL.

Hopefully, JY's graduation trip to Taiwan/HongKong do happen, need to get my passport done too.

It's now 11.58PM Happy Freaking New Year then. 2009...

less than a week now...

就算是童話故事
都必定有个結局
梦再美都得梦醒

但

我能选择永眠吗

really wishing my break can go on forever... don't even dare to think about my number of LN that is awaiting me...

been having a problem with my nose again...the left is blocked. think that is why I am getting the itch back in my throat. And I keep thinking I am smelling chlorine, hence the burn in my nostril itself.

I better go see Dr Helen again, and get another of the nose drip thingy from her again. The first one broke like 5 days into me using it, dropping it on the floor. I think it cost me a hefty $85 some more...

Hai....

Back from Batam. First experience of many things, sauna, massage, ending the trip with so much foreign currency that we are randomly buying things. Bag, gums etc. I am damn bad at counting IDR. Hahahah, too much zeros. Just pulling out notes, and getting Eve to help me confirm. LOL

freedom

freedom~

bliss~

2 weeks, 14 days, 336 hours, 20160 minutes. starting now...

Life couldn't get better (hey~)

so this is bliss....

Hahahaha, I feel happy just looking at my schedule for this month. Just working 9 days this month. Clearing two weeks of leave. And just so happened, I am scheduled to work midnight again in the last week of my schedule, so another 3 days off for that week.

Hahahaha...

And it's an early break for me too. Having my weekend off, miraculous in itself as it seems, and they planned my off on a Monday as well. 3 days off in a row, without me having to nothing to earn this.

I have been warned too by Eve & Janice. To take less calls in the next week, so that I do not build up shit for them. My unofficial buddies. Been taken to copy them in my cases as my official buddy - Betty is on midnight shift during the last weeks. LOL

Shit cases. People always learn a lot as my buddies. Sherman, Adel, Betty, Eve and Janice.

Hoping nothing major comes up in the next week. From what I remember, I do not have any cases left in my file. Only those monitoring for charge reversals and one collection of debit card & pin. Which all should be cleared by next week.

Finger crossed and all.

WIP for short trip to Batam with Eve & Janice. Still surfing and surfing. Think when should I drag my butt down to PS to grab those Batam packages like Scottlyn recommended me to do...Hai....Should I do it tomorrow? And one day would be gone like that?

Bliss this is bliss...*sighs*