Friday, February 27


What's your sexual appeal?
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Saturday, February 21


Weather Loach

Battle Rating

dr3ams was found, still alive, lodged in the throat of a dead man

Can your fishy beat dr3ams ?

Thursday, February 19

Is it just me or did the week passed really quickly? Perhaps it is because I was in school for two hours each day for Wednesday and Tuesday? Added to the fact that those days ended at noon. There is just no sense of veracity for me, like I am just waking up from a dream. Pleasant dream it was, but still a dream as the sense of not being there lingers.

Feels strangely like back in Secondary 4, when everything is over that soon, I felt like I was just an outsider watching in on me. Mmmm, these thoughts don't really suits me, do they? Thinking too much into it.

We have new MAEC lecturer today, I really do not know whether I find him funny or lame. However, it deeply amuses me when he drew that parallel between the cost of giving birth and having a funeral done. He said that it was ironic that the two costs amounts to pretty much the same. When you give birth, people gives you flowers. When you die, you have flowers too, just that it was given in a different shape. Much nicer with a stand and all, well he did not say this. I do think it's true though, some of them are arranged very nicely. Dark flowers...I won't mind if anyone give it to me on any ordinary day.

Though I can do without the condolence note.

Monday, February 16

I am on just crack. I am not the only one though. MSN chat with A(ngela). Be awed by my courage to venture to the extremities to amuse myself!

A: kk

A: thx!

A: i lurve u

A: muacks

A: lol

Me: *ponders where did i hear that before*

Me: mmm...oh confessions of love, i get that wonders so familiar

A: . . .

A: alright... good then

Me: you do not believe it?! *shocked* my charm! my beauty! it's an grave insult you deal with me!

Me: I demand you apologize!

A: kk cool. . .

Me: NOW!

A: erm...

A: *darted out of rm*

Me: PEASANT, come back here and return me my honor!

A: . . .

A: shut up u moronic duke!

A: lol

Me: WHAT! i

A: yes u?

Me: i....would have your head!

Me: *sending my guards in*

A: hmmm. . . u want it fried? steamed? or simmered?

A: i'd love to serve u


A: wahahaha

A: *stop it lar* role play ar?

A: haha


Me: . . .

A: kk

A: kk

Me: Apologize now! This instant!

A: watcha gonna do when u come for me *it's a song*

A: lol

Me: You really don't value your life, do you *considering*

A: hmmm

A: would u wan my head or wld u wan me to cook for u? (*beaming* i cook great heavenly food)

Me: *sniff* I have wasted enough time on you. there is no point in behgeading someone who do not even value his own head. Very well, i'll spare you this time. Perhaps i'll claim your head when you finally learns to value it.

Me: your life is mine now, you are free to go now

A: . . .


A: wtf lame guy!!!!! *runs off*

Me: *controls* i'm the epitome of control, your little insults fails to amuse me

A: haha

A: stop it lar

A: lol


Me: hehe....

A: bo liao leh

A: lol

Me: but no one can do "bo liao"ness with the finess that i do it with

Me: *proud smirk*

A: kk

A: kk

Saturday, February 14

My hair sucks. Now.

I had people compliment me on my hair. One had said that my hair looks like those that manga girls have. Now, it is like shit. Serious shit. I am damn pissed right now. Okay, not so much pissed but more of regretful. For hey, no matter how pissed I am, I am not able to fix it. Nor anyone else.

I was talking to my Mum about dyeing my hair. So, she asked if I wanted to cut it, seeing it was as long as it was. So, I was planning to ask my elder sister to accompany me to one of the saloons that she frequents. It would a experience as well for me. I never had the whole wash before cutting process done before. But my mum told me to go to QB. I said I did not want to, as I knew they sucked. Gave my younger sister a bad haircut before. Yet she was like "No you can go to the branch at Jurong Point. They are better there."

So, I went. I was wanting a new do as well, seeing that I have this style since March last year. I told the person cutting my hair to try and give me a new look. She was like " No, we don't do high-end styling. You tell me what length you want, and how you want it cut." So, I pick just below my shoulders, layered. Very much like my current hairstyle only visibly shorter. Since no one is going to give me an opinion, I just pick back my old style. Safe, so I thought. Like REAL

I'm sorry, apparently she did not know where shoulders are. It's now ABOVE my shoulder, layered so much I can't tie up my hair. It's straight at the end, circling my neck. My face looks big. When she showed me and asked if it was okay, I could only nod dumbly. I so do not want her further messing with it. Fuck, even if I complained, I can't get my hair back. I am never cutting my hair at QB again. Never again. Oh yeah, I am also never going to experiment again. Next time, when I ask if I should cut my hair, people you have permission to strangle me with my own god damn hair.

Wednesday, February 11

HAha. I am home right now, listening to Can't Hold Us Down. Obviously, I skipped WCOM lecture, in fact I think only InnAnn and Ronald are attending out of our entire class. Even Alina skipped today, to watch a movie with Jasmine. When she expressed her intention to skip in our tutorial, the class was like..."Alina?! You want to skip?" See the shock on everyone's face. Went Jurong Point with Salbiah and SeeYan to have our lunch. Had KFC. Walked for a while before they went Nan Yang to meet their boyfriend and friend respectively. Of course, I came home.

One interesting thing that happened today was during my wait for the bus to school. Saw this guy pushing a turtle away from the edge of the curb. The turtle started crawling back to the edge so he got up again from his seat to push it inwards. Water started leaking from the back of its shell. It was funny so I was trying very hard to control my laughter. I was thinking that this guy scared the turtle, so it was peeing.

Then, I think the guy was worried that it would try to crawl off the curb again and get itself killed after he left, so he went to pick it up to place it far far inside on the grass. Then, the turtle started leaking again! So here I am wondering if all that water is its pee or just water inside its shell? How much pee can a turtle have? That was quite an amount of water! Well, that was funny.

Lesson of the day: Do not pick up strange turtles. They leak.

Tuesday, February 10

God, I had a presentation today. It sucks. Honestly, I don't think I was as bad before. Not as bad as some of the other groups today. But it sucks, or should I say I sucks.

I just hate presentation. It's all that eyes train on you. You ask me to present to one person, sure no problem. I can even be my usual snarky self. Ask me to park myself in front of an audience, and tell them about something, my brains would start leaking out of my ears.

Today, watching the group in front of me, I could already feel my heartbeat speeding up. It got worse by that time SeeYan and Alina starting their part. I could partically feel the blood gushing up to my ears, feeling sick and all that. Ewww...I hate doing presentation. Hate it then, hate it now, likely I'll hate it in the future.

Sunday, February 8

I don't know what got into me these days. I started meddling around in Paint. Meddling as in pretending to draw. I should be doing my Access instead, or even go read more fanfiction.

Paint! Well, that is because I don't know how to use other programs. Seeing people describe their drawing methods, it sound as if I should go explore them. You can create layers upon layers. Thus, you have something like a outline done. Then, you do your actual drawings on it. That way, you can have nice clean lines.

I did try playing around with the programs that I have in PC. I think it's Fireworks or something. Some things are pretty fun like the blurring function, but soon after I forget where is the icon or what it's for...Damn. Short-term memory.

However, if this drawing craze continue, I really should think about it...Oh well. Time to get out my Access textbook.

Thursday, February 5

Today was Ngee Ann's Open House. That is sucky as I did not get to take part in it. My tutor did not even mention anything. Aside from the points that I can get out of this, I think it would be rather fun. I always enjoy events like that.

Well, I went to the Convention Hall. The group of us wanted to see if they have anything interesting on. I tried a part of the Health Check done by people from Life Science. Just took my blood pressure and heartbeat rate. Did not do the body mass thing. Tried to get the rest to do it too, but they were not that interested. Well, at least I think it was fun.

My heartbeat was initially 117 then slowly decrease to 105. That was still rather high. Alina said the usual was about only 80-90. I don't know what is up with that. Did not feel partially excited or nervous. The girl doing the test for me, kept telling me to relax and not be tense. Hello, if I'm anymore relaxed, I'll be asleep!

Anyway, perhaps I should go do some training to "relax" myself and slow my heartbeat. I read somewhere that you can train to make your rate to be around 40-50. That is bad in that, not much blood will be pump into circulation. But your heart does not suffer much wear and tear. So, if my usual rate is 100 plus, it should mean that my heart is going through more wear and tear than the usual person, right?

My blood pressure is 132/89. That is high too. Well, a bit high according the girl again. The usual is about 120/70. Better not let my Mum see this, she is already nagging me about my salt intake. Sugar too, but at least there isn't anything to check if I have diabetes now. At least none that does not require me to take an urine test. That's right, isn't it? You go through an urine test to see if you have diabetes or not.

All that aside, I did not fall asleep during my 2 lectures today! Yea! God, my life is that boring that I am resorting to blogging about my sleeping habits...But yea, everyone was like "Whoa, I'm surprised you are still awake." Me too. See, I am be a conscientious student. ...Right.

Anyway, there is something wrong with my laptop. I think my sister told me that there is a Network connection or User Profile named Yvonne or something. I wasn't really listening, watching TV then. Today, there is a user ID in my Yahoo called .... called this Chinese name which I can't remember. And when Alina asked me to help her get an yahoo email account, they keep telling me I'm forbidden to configure this page. Or something like that.

Whatever. I did succeeded in the end. After 10 minutes.

Sunday, February 1

If I were a stone, I would be a: Peridot
If I were a tree, I would be a: pine tree.
If I were a bird, I would be a: sparrow
If I were a machine, I would be: remote control. The convenience of it.
If I were a tool, I would be a: nail
If I were a flower/plant, I would be a: white rose, stained with blood
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: dark and misty, signaling the arrival of storm
If I were a mythical creature, I would be a: shinigami
If I were a musical instrument, I would be a: recorder. The nightmare of all Singapore educated kids.
If I were an animal, I would be a: lazy cat
If I were a color, I would be: black
If I were an emotion, I would be: melancholy
If I were a vegetable, I would be an: tomato, the only veggie I can eat
If I were a sound, I would be: the faint ending notes of a song
If I were an element, I would be: water
If I were a car, I would be: a old old one, doors falling apart
If I were a song, I would be: too lost in you- sugababes. My new obsession
If I were a movie, I would be: The last Samurai. My other new obsession
If I were a food, I would be a: ice-cream
If I were a place, I would be a: an abandoned weed-grown park.
If I were a material, I would be: cotton
If I were a taste, I would be: sweet sweet chocolate
If I were a scent, I would be: freshly-baked cookies
If I were a religion, I would be: monotheism
If I were a word, I would be: eccentric
If I were an object, I would be: rusty
If I were a body part I would be: lips
If I were a facial expression I would be: a sly smirk
If I were a subject in school I would be: art
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Echizen Ryoma
If I were a shape I would be a: an oddly shaped circle
If I were a number I would be: 17
If I were a month I would be: December
If I were a day of the week I'd be: Friday
If I were a time of day I'd be: 0059
If I were a planet I would be: Jupiter
If I were a direction I would be: west
If I were a piece of furniture I'd be a: Bed
If I were a sin I would be: Envy
If I were a historical figure I would be: Cleopatra
If I were a liquid I would be: Lake-water
You are in another world
You are Fantasy. You have an active and firey
imagination, and you love escaping into
strange, beautiful worlds. You're intensely
curious and dive in to new experiences with
vigour. As a result, you may sometimes be
dissconected to reality, or at least bored by
it. People see you as a dreamer, and they're
probably right. You spend a lot of time inside
your head.

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